High Scores On Personality Disorder Tests
Posted: Mar 07 2014, 16:36
My results were:
ASPD
Factor 1: 87.50%
Factor 2: 88.89%
Other Traits: 100%
Also got strong indications i have NPD and possibly HPD.
These results are in fitting with self evaluation i have done. The symptoms i have noticed have been my shallow, strong emotions that only last a short time, i can turn off my ability to feel. Oftentimes i react to things automatically, like smiling when others smile, even though i don't feel like smiling. I have always had a strong stomach to gore, always watched horror films and was interested in autopsies etc. Potentially another psychopath in my family, my uncle. I often get bored of relationships very quickly. I did cheat on a partner before and managed to lie my way out of trouble, even though the evidence was stacked against me. I did use manipulation as a child onwards, learning to cry on demand etc. I used to vandalize, shoplift, bully without remorse. In order to be around people, i feel myself using a lot of energy to maintain a facade around people and it leaves me drained. My personality can vary depending who i am around and i adapt to people.Mainly i use humor, dark humor most of the time. I find it difficult to handle people who are upset or mourning. It's like i don't understand how to act around them.I am bored a lot!!Anything that is the same everyday bores me.
The only points that make me suspect i might not have ASPD is that i do feel elements of fear. I am certainly not fearless in regards to heights. I can overcome and force myself past them, as i did in the past with going on roller coasters and i do enjoy it. Also, at the start of relationships i feel "love" but generally it fizzles out fairly quickly. I did feel sad when a previous couple relationships ended but it was short lived also. This makes me think i may actually have feelings but i perhaps block them out or something...or maybe ASPD people can feel feelings sometimes.
What should i take from my results? Is it safe to assume i may have ASPD?
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ASPD
Factor 1: 87.50%
Factor 2: 88.89%
Other Traits: 100%
Also got strong indications i have NPD and possibly HPD.
These results are in fitting with self evaluation i have done. The symptoms i have noticed have been my shallow, strong emotions that only last a short time, i can turn off my ability to feel. Oftentimes i react to things automatically, like smiling when others smile, even though i don't feel like smiling. I have always had a strong stomach to gore, always watched horror films and was interested in autopsies etc. Potentially another psychopath in my family, my uncle. I often get bored of relationships very quickly. I did cheat on a partner before and managed to lie my way out of trouble, even though the evidence was stacked against me. I did use manipulation as a child onwards, learning to cry on demand etc. I used to vandalize, shoplift, bully without remorse. In order to be around people, i feel myself using a lot of energy to maintain a facade around people and it leaves me drained. My personality can vary depending who i am around and i adapt to people.Mainly i use humor, dark humor most of the time. I find it difficult to handle people who are upset or mourning. It's like i don't understand how to act around them.I am bored a lot!!Anything that is the same everyday bores me.
The only points that make me suspect i might not have ASPD is that i do feel elements of fear. I am certainly not fearless in regards to heights. I can overcome and force myself past them, as i did in the past with going on roller coasters and i do enjoy it. Also, at the start of relationships i feel "love" but generally it fizzles out fairly quickly. I did feel sad when a previous couple relationships ended but it was short lived also. This makes me think i may actually have feelings but i perhaps block them out or something...or maybe ASPD people can feel feelings sometimes.
What should i take from my results? Is it safe to assume i may have ASPD?
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