Psychogenic pain - somatoform disorder - fibromyalgia
Posted: Dec 09 2012, 12:58
Hi all
I have a strong psychogenic pain or somatoform disorder and fibromyalgia in high gear according to consultant expertises.
My psychotherapist (expert for somotoform disorders) and my medical practitioner give me support. I always write both together (e-mails). My medical practitioner is my second supporter in the psychotherapy. That was my wish after alternation of therapists. I need somebody who stay all the time. And my medical practitioner knows my life story and the expertise. He has my confidence. Both, therapist and medical practitioner. I have made many steps of progress in therapy with them.
I am German editor and worked for Swiss publishing houses. But my physical pain takes me energy. I couldn´t search new orders. I hope my therapy can help me. I have an invalidity pension.
I am in this therapy process to allow intense emotions. It´s helping against the physical pain based of a somatoform disorder.
I´m listening in music (music as therapy). I have pains but I must do plenty of things.
I am counsel of my family because some of my family need my help existentially. Without my help they cannot manage their life. My sister was depressive for a long time. She was suicidal. I helped her and her little son. I must help her since my childhood. My brothers took drugs. My parents were absolutely overextended and needed my help too. I manage my whole family since my youth, paperwork and the children. I help all the time. They trust in my ability for these situations.
The problem is that I am wearied by this coming up to so many expectations of my family.
I´ve written to my therapist for giving me a doctor's certificate at the date fixed for my family to save me.
I have a strong psychogenic pain or somatoform disorder and fibromyalgia in high gear according to consultant expertises.
My psychotherapist (expert for somotoform disorders) and my medical practitioner give me support. I always write both together (e-mails). My medical practitioner is my second supporter in the psychotherapy. That was my wish after alternation of therapists. I need somebody who stay all the time. And my medical practitioner knows my life story and the expertise. He has my confidence. Both, therapist and medical practitioner. I have made many steps of progress in therapy with them.
I am German editor and worked for Swiss publishing houses. But my physical pain takes me energy. I couldn´t search new orders. I hope my therapy can help me. I have an invalidity pension.
I am in this therapy process to allow intense emotions. It´s helping against the physical pain based of a somatoform disorder.
I´m listening in music (music as therapy). I have pains but I must do plenty of things.
I am counsel of my family because some of my family need my help existentially. Without my help they cannot manage their life. My sister was depressive for a long time. She was suicidal. I helped her and her little son. I must help her since my childhood. My brothers took drugs. My parents were absolutely overextended and needed my help too. I manage my whole family since my youth, paperwork and the children. I help all the time. They trust in my ability for these situations.
The problem is that I am wearied by this coming up to so many expectations of my family.
I´ve written to my therapist for giving me a doctor's certificate at the date fixed for my family to save me.